Recently, I've been wearing my glasses when I drive. Only when I'm alone of course. Ever since, I've realized that I tend to daydream longer and more intensely than usual. It's kind of ironic: there's something about vision and clarity that fogs my perception of reality to a pretty large extent. These daydreams last pretty long on my daily 30-min drive to school. Instead of the usual snippets of small daydreams, I've began seeing extensive and elaborate scenarios that I eventually believe to be true. As soon as i take off my glasses though, reality hits and it's time for class. As much as I wish it were real, it's ehh. Was fun while it lasted.
There's been a lot on my mind lately, which could account for these daydreams. I don't think it's a good idea to keep on thinking this way, 'cause if I ever actually decide to do something about it, things could get really weird, and bad, and awkward. Also, I've noticed that I tend to make things out to be better than they actually are. Like when something happens, I'm like "hey that might mean something," whereas to the other person, they're just like w/e. The thing is, my life has been pretty "empty" as of late and I'm kinda wanting to shake things up. I don't know if it's something I need right now but it's definitely something I've been longing for for a while.
I can imagine someone reading this going "wtf is this guy talking about." I know I'm not showing much detail, but if anything ends up happening, I'll explain this mumbo jumbo.
Ugh maybe it's best to just live it out in my dreams.
On another note, my birthday was a success. Every time I think about it, I smile, even though I can't seem remember everything that happened. Really really good experience. So chill, loved it.
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