I hella can't sleep right now. Usually when I can't sleep, I just lay there. I know if I do anything else like get on the computer, I'll just stay awake even longer. But this time I SERIOUSLY can't sleep. It's like there was a mocking voice in my head, telling me I have no chance at it and that I might as well do something. Stupid voice. I don't know why either. Last night we stayed out 'til like 4 and today played tennis for a few hours. I should be pooped.
So I really have nothing to do right now except facebook and reading people's tumblr. You can only do so much on fb at this hour. Blogs on the other hand are pretty darn amusing. It's interesting to see what people are willing to post for the world to see. For the most part, anyone can read them without the author ever knowing. Knowing this, people still talk so much crap that it's funny. Everyone's site is connected to each other one way or another so nobody is really safe from e-stalking. This is why I like blogspot; only a few people know my page so if I do decide to talk shit, it wouldn't really matter.
Aside from talking trash behind people's backs, I'm always curious to see of anyone's posting anything about me. I guess it sounds conceited, but I mean who DOESN'T like being talked about. In the good way anyways. Even if it's just an acknowledgment that they saw me that day or a memory that they shared with me. Especially when it's from someone you don't keep in touch with anymore. There are a lot of people I miss from high school but I guess I'm somewhat afraid to reach out to them. What if they haven't thought of me at all since we last saw each other? That'd be hella awkward.
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