♦03Jun10 Refocus.

I've been pretty distracted as of late. You can probably tell by how frequent my blogs have been coming up. There's just been a lot on my mind lately; a lot more than usual. I can't really put my finger on exactly what it is that's making my mind wander. Maybe it's because my first year of college is ending or 'cause summer is right around the corner. Then again, school has never been super exciting and my summer classes start right after finals in a couple of weeks..

I guess I could blame it on my ridiculously long breaks on Mondays and Wednesdays. I'm pretty much on my own from after calc ends at 10 am 'til chem starts at 2 pm. That sounds about right. I mean I know I'm at school and I should be more motivated to study when I'm on campus. It's just I've dealt with this for pretty long now that the quarters winding down and all. School seems less like "school" when you have hours of access to fb and email and such.

Or maybe it's cause I quit my job. Without it, my responsibilities feel as though they are close to none. It feels great not having to take orders from people who don't give a crap about you (i.e. customers). My schedule has loosened up immensely. Sometimes when I'm out, I actually think about what I'd be doing if I had work that day or the next morning. I'd be either folding clothes that are going to get destroyed 5 minutes after or getting ready for bed to wake up in time to open.

There I go again, yay for wasting time.. Instead of blaming all these things, I could just put it on the one thing I'm really thinking about when I get distracted. Damnn youuu. Just kidding (: